It's Saturday -- Jason only has to work a half day (thank God) and I am really looking forward to being able to stop, take a moment, and breathe. I won't get into the details, but when you've had a week like ours you wonder how you made it out alive or without killing someone else. The bullet points -- A major falling out with a friend, a death in the family, and an attempt at getting me fired. BAM. All three, in row, like dominoes. And I'm sure I don't have to mention the fact that being pregnant complicates all of this exponentially!!! I have to admit that I am proud of myself. Despite being in a very emotionally sensitive state I was able to maintain full composure when dealing with the friend and work issue. Tears were only shed in the privacy of my own home. I wasn't able to maintain such composure when I found out about Jason's Nana, but that is to be expected. The truth is -- I feel just like this sad panda. I want to climb out of this dark whole that has suddenly overwhelmed me, but I can't seem to lift my head off the counter!!! I'm hoping that some time with Jay Jay and Miles this weekend will help lift my spirits. We're planning on doing some shopping for baby Lennon and the nursery and there's probably a fire and a pumpkin steamer involved in it too!!! Plus, I get to go to Christina's Baby Shower. I love Christina and I love Baby Showers!!! So -- here's to hoping that this weekend offers up just what I need to snap out of this little funk!!!
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